Now it’s week 4 of teaching and my progress is bloody slow. It seems I could not speed up my learning. May be due to several reasons.
- I always feel sleepy inside and outside the lecture halls. I always feel i lack of good sleeps.
- The subjects are redundant. This sem light, matter and chemical change is equivalent to quantum mechanics and thermal physics last sem. So, I assume it should be easy, but actually it’s not. It’s really hard and tough subject.
- May be bcoz I got excellent results last sem, I tend to be lazy and inconsistent. Astagfirullah, Oh Allah, please grant upon me the ability to move, to work, and to study.
2 lectures I often fall asleep, inorganic chem and light, matter and chemical change(LMCC). But not so far for analysis and maths methods. Those subjects really stimulate my nerve and adrenaline to rush. What to do, maths methods is tough, I need the give physical interpretation for the soln, and interpret the wordings into mathematical language. And the lecturer for maths method holds 2 major; in applied maths and inorganic and physical chemistry.
So far so good for analysis. The lecturer is so good that he’s very concerned about student. I just realize he tries to make joke in serious. I meant he is serious even though he’s making joke. He keep telling about the application of analysis in physics and engineering. Especially when describing about singularity and infinity.
Holomorphic and analytic function, as a function of z only, we don’t know where z bar is although we seem to know z bar just bcoz it’s the conjugate of z. But they are totally independent. He emphasize so much about holomorphic function and analyticity.
Aha..what to do. It’s bcoz he is a mathematical physicist and string theorist. So everything in mathematical analysis he gives interpretation in physics (string theory). But it’s good to have a string theorist/maths physicist as your lecturer. Bcoz it might be interesting to know the application plus some extra knowledge about universe and its extra dimension.
Ok, I got to go. Need to finish tutes for analysis, inorganic chem, physical chem as well as practical reports for physical and inorganic chem. So tedious and tired.